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surprise! herroOoo here i aM

well i suppose i should have a go at the bloggin again? its been a minute.

i lost 5lbs! yessssss ::bow bow::

ive had a wonderful fulfilling winter break. i bonded for days with group of GREAT positive fun loving people... i swear it should have been documented on film... starting off with the flight to Vegas. i think ive fallen in love?

although winter break is soon to be over i guess i can say im somewhat excited to begin a new semester? especially because im sooooooo much closer to graduating... ive wasted so much time! but its alright.. itd be foolish to focus on something i have no interest in, but ive found it. i got work to do 2010.

ive been thinking... well, wishing... i could go somewhere that would play alllllll my favourite songs, while i just dance all night. yenno, i hate when i want to dance but im stuck? like u just cant dance anywhere with out lookin mad. i miss popscene tho? i really want to check out the blank club in sj tho. however ive spent very many pleasant drunk nights on that popscene dance floor.

this past year... my main focus was to make my life fulfilling and worth remembering. i said to my self.... "5 years from now you'll be thirty and have nothing to show for it... get to work" and just in 2009 ive made great strides to succeed my goal. im eager to see what improvement ill make in 2010. a step a time tho... no need to rush life.

im also quite fond of how much growth, strength, confidence, courage, and happiness ive gained...

ive done alright for my self... im proud of that, im proud of my self.

SUCK IT EASY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!