bOxing

"I was programmed to be [silent], so I ran..."

I was never even given a chance. Even as an infant I was taken advatage of against my will. It must've set a trend or messed with my psyche. I've constantly battled numerous times not trying to fall on my face everytime I trust and let someone get over on me... even my self at times. I could be my worst enemy, but that's another story.

I'm starting my new year and I'm starting so fresh out the shower. Sorry I've got no time for issues, I'm preoccupied with my priorities. Approx for 25yrs I've been trapped in a box and preoccupied with what doesn't matter. But I've been steppin out slowly and as of today, the first day of my year, I'm walkin away from it and not lookin back.

it's all in the make up

I'm sentimental
So I walk in the rain
I've got some habits
Even I can't explain
I go to the corner
And I end up in Spain
Why try to change me now
I sit and daydream
I've got daydreams galore
Cigarette ashes
There they go on the floor
I go away weekends
And leave my keys in the door
Why try to change me now
Why can't I be more conventional
People talk and they stare
So I try
But that can't be
Cos I can't see
My strange little world
Just go passing me by
let people wonder
Let 'em laugh
Let 'em frown
You know I'll love you
Till the moon's upside down
Don't you remember
I was always your clown
Why try to change me now